Very long neber post liao...lazy la..wad to do..life's not going very well for me now..no local uni to study in,keep falling sick,workload in office increasing..zzzzzzzzzzzzz...i've been trying very hard to have a positive thinking towards life.i remember tekong bmtc sch 2 CO(ley teck liang or something) keeps telling us to have a positive attitude towards army or life,so that life will be easier to pass by,or rather more interesting.hope i realli got the strength to defeat any obstacles that stand in my way from todae onwards..

(why isnt my chatterbox working?sighz..working also no one post.haha.isit too little pple noe i got blog?zzz)

FRIDAY!!!!!!
Yes...fridae finally passed...and im having my LWE(long weekend) tml coz i brought mine forward(last sat was mine but it was a holiday)...feeling so relaxed and...relieved...finally got chance to rest abit..recently my workload in office is increasing like siao,partly due to one of my upperstudy clearing his leave,and my other upperstudy alreadi mood(no mood to do work due to disruption soon)..Duno if im considered lucky or not,its a nice place in HQ MES(my unit).With lots of NSFs in the orderly room,its never boring for one.But in the future im gonna be in charge of registry after my upperstudies are gone,going to be damn jialat liao..sighz..Aniwae,my stupid flu and cough is still not gone,duno y.fck it.damn irritating.
My dear buddy in bmt a.k.a weixuan lost his hp in a cab he took this morning.feel quite sad for him for 2 reasons.I tink he lost some important contact in his hp,plus i noe how does it feel to lose a hp...damn fuked up..coz i lost my hp not once but twice...or should i say they were stolen away from me..i used to curse those who stole my hp from me so badly that my mum reprimanded me on my way of speech..
She always says to 'forgive and forget' ,she always tells me to take things in my stride,not to take things too hard.Now,wadever problems that i face,i tell myself that no matter what the outcome may be,i must not let that matter affect me,no matter wad.....
Now there is only one thing is this always on my mind,that is my future...So far i have not received ani letter from local uni and i tink i got quite a slim chance to go in.I've been thinking of wad possible options i have..retake As?too difficult i tink,as im in ns now and although i stay out,i return home quite late becoz of the long travelling time.retake sat and apply for smu next yr?not sure if can coz my sat score is stuck at 1200+...last option:go aust and study in brisbane,where some of my relatives are staying.The thing i dun like abt studying in aust is that i dont like being far away from home,and i surely will miss home and frens like crazy..later fall into depression again.certainly dun wan that.go aust study is also very expensive coz fees and lodging will cost a bomb liao.sigh.my bro is going aust to study in july,and thats alreadi very straining on my parents' budget le..y do i haf to add on to their burden..maybe i should just study in a pte uni in sg...haiz..as the chinese saying goes "walk one step,measure one step"..guess i just haf to do that for the meanwhile.
--Peace to the world--

forget to say,im pretty lucky huh?the postman came todae,which i happen to have mc and stayed at home..i wonder wad will happen to my stuff if im not at home,do i have to make a trip down to post office to take it?*shrugs*

sick...sighz...stupid tension headache after my slight fever plus cough,sore throat,diahorroea reali spoils the day...had to report sick out of camp.went to see a doctor near my house in the morning,and got 1 day mc.after that went to buy duck noodles from a rather new coffee shop(opened not long ago),surprisingly the noodles quite tasty sia..also bought one packet of tao huey.went home to eat my breakfast and was watching guess guess guess(taiwan variety) when the doorbell rang..YES!!my dvds finally arrived..yupz,ordered Infernal Affairs Trilogy dvds from a hongkong online store coz u cant get them in Singapore.Its a classic trilogy,thus i wan to buy and watch/keep as momento.Same goes for LOTR trilogy,im gonna buy it,after its being released of coz..good friday is coming,damn it y does it fall on a saturday?nonetheless i hope i get better asap,den can go party on friday and meet up some classmates of mine on saturday..

Sighz..seems that everyone got their uni admission offer letters alreadi...where's mine?no hopez liaoz....*soBz*

im so bored.....never so bored b4,most of my frens are in ns..arghz feel so lonely...and cold..miserable
zzzzz im typing crap again in front of my monitor which faces me most of the time in the day..sighz..i need something to spice up my life....when will that 'thing' arrive?

WeeeeeEEEE 1st driving lesson of my life..phew din noe that b4 even starting the car u haf to check so mani stuff like ur position,rear view mirror etc..i get to drive todae too...with an instructor by my side of coz.haha..darn fun sia i tink...at first dun reali dare to accelerate,but after a few turns i grew bolder and stepped harder on the accelerator.its cool when it comes to driving,but theres quite some responsibility to shoulder too..so must be darn careful worz..well gd fridae is coming and i noe nsfs are rejoicing becoz of a long weekend...but so suay i got stay in duty on sat...wtf sia...sian 1/2...tml night got free tix to the movie:passion of the christ,coz my cousin got the tixs from his church..its rated m18,quite curious to see wad will happen inside.hehe.lots of gore and violence i guess.after that maybe go clubbing?since great world city is so near to zouk...duno thurs zouk got pple or not leh,given that fridae is hols.aniwae,just hope i can get my license soon...den can havoc liao.muahahahaha

zZz...just woke up and the time now is 1240pm.*snorez*..woke up this late coz in the wee hours i went to shao3 mu4 at choa chu kang(or isit lim chu kang?)..its my paternal grandfather.i tink its the 11th yr death anniversary alreadi,missed him lots..=(
now im preparing to change and go out to haf lunch with 2 of my buddies/brothers that i made in the 2 yrs of slacky life in tpjc..the weather feels damn weird sia..or isit im falling sick?*shrugs*.....aniwae its all thanks to mingyan that i created this post todae,kinda busy and forgotten all about this blog...lol...see her blog and her frens' blogs all so nice....my so common...very sad.lol
well i tink i gotta run now if not i will be late,and scolded by my friends again...(did i say again?)

zZz....so late and im still dl-ing songs..yea found quite a number of chinese pop songs all very nice..will come up with a list of good song soon and put it in my blog..woohoo...sad thing is i dun reali now how to put in my blog leh.haha
anione noes ani tutorials to blog pls email me ok?thnx..
gd nite peepz..

arghz..gotta sleep soon..tml 615am still haf to wake up and begin my long journey to ayer rajah camp again...sighz...this will carry on for the next 2.5 yrs..how sad huh..good nite everyone.

Sibei sian now..stoning..trying to figure out how this blog thing works..-_-

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