FRIDAY!!!!!!
Yes...fridae finally passed...and im having my LWE(long weekend) tml coz i brought mine forward(last sat was mine but it was a holiday)...feeling so relaxed and...relieved...finally got chance to rest abit..recently my workload in office is increasing like siao,partly due to one of my upperstudy clearing his leave,and my other upperstudy alreadi mood(no mood to do work due to disruption soon)..Duno if im considered lucky or not,its a nice place in HQ MES(my unit).With lots of NSFs in the orderly room,its never boring for one.But in the future im gonna be in charge of registry after my upperstudies are gone,going to be damn jialat liao..sighz..Aniwae,my stupid flu and cough is still not gone,duno y.fck it.damn irritating.
My dear buddy in bmt a.k.a weixuan lost his hp in a cab he took this morning.feel quite sad for him for 2 reasons.I tink he lost some important contact in his hp,plus i noe how does it feel to lose a hp...damn fuked up..coz i lost my hp not once but twice...or should i say they were stolen away from me..i used to curse those who stole my hp from me so badly that my mum reprimanded me on my way of speech..
She always says to 'forgive and forget' ,she always tells me to take things in my stride,not to take things too hard.Now,wadever problems that i face,i tell myself that no matter what the outcome may be,i must not let that matter affect me,no matter wad.....
Now there is only one thing is this always on my mind,that is my future...So far i have not received ani letter from local uni and i tink i got quite a slim chance to go in.I've been thinking of wad possible options i have..retake As?too difficult i tink,as im in ns now and although i stay out,i return home quite late becoz of the long travelling time.retake sat and apply for smu next yr?not sure if can coz my sat score is stuck at 1200+...last option:go aust and study in brisbane,where some of my relatives are staying.The thing i dun like abt studying in aust is that i dont like being far away from home,and i surely will miss home and frens like crazy..later fall into depression again.certainly dun wan that.go aust study is also very expensive coz fees and lodging will cost a bomb liao.sigh.my bro is going aust to study in july,and thats alreadi very straining on my parents' budget le..y do i haf to add on to their burden..maybe i should just study in a pte uni in sg...haiz..as the chinese saying goes "walk one step,measure one step"..guess i just haf to do that for the meanwhile.
--Peace to the world--